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Monsters I Defeat

by Millennial Sun

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1.
Bandaids 03:50
Bandaids I'm a mouse in a maze I'm entranced in the game Everyone's watching Why are they watching? I'm stuck in this place I'm trying to escape But they just keep watching Just keep taunting Just keep watching Some or other way Something's gotta change These Bandaids are wearing And these wounds just keep flaring I'm desperate for a place That reminds me of you I need somewhere safe I'm lost without you I'm lost without you The days are long The nights, they're cold I'm stripped of you I slowly unfold Well, I put these Bandaids on each day And with each night, we both decay These Bandaids never let me heal These Bandaids aren't even real I peel them off, beneath I find: The same damn wounds every time Some or other way Something's gotta change These Bandaids are wearing And these wounds just keep flaring I'm desperate for a place That reminds me of you I need somewhere safe I'm lost without you I'm lost without you God, it hurts to be so raw Damn, it never helped at all They're giving up, they're walking away But I can't scream, no I just can't say: "I need you the most when I push you away," I need you the most when I push you away You're giving up, you're walking away But I can't scream, no, I just can't say: "I need you the most when I push you away," I need you the most when I push you away Away Some or other way Something's gotta change These Bandaids are wearing And these wounds just keep flaring I'm desperate for a place That reminds me of you I need somewhere safe I'm lost without you I'm lost without you
2.
Catch Me If You Can I'm a stone cold lover, walk alone, no looking back No star crossed lover, this wolf has finally left its pack Well, I was locked up for years, but now I'm running free I am stronger, I am wiser, you cannot catch me But catch me if you can…Catch me if you can... But I bet you won't & even if do you, you'll just run away I'm a siren, captivate you with all hell to pay & you can try, you can try until your dying day But oh, no no no, you will not catch me You will not catch me But catch me if you can Catch me if you can String up your bait & watch me dance for you I'll let you think you've won, but I am wild & free Oh no no no, honey, you can't catch me Well just maybe, just maybe you will not cage me But I'm not risking all I've built so you can try to save me But catch me if you can…Catch me if you can... But I bet you won't & even if do you, you'll just run away I'm a siren, captivate you with all hell to pay & you can try, you can try until your dying day But oh, no no no, you will not catch me You will not catch me But catch me if you can Catch me if you can
3.
Chaos (In My Head) I'm all or I'm nothing, I'm in or I'm out I wanted a little bit, but I don't know how I'm cool, I'm confident; Or I'm freaking out I'm controlled & together, or I'm breaking down I can't hold it together, when you're not around But that just sounds stupid, so I won't make a sound I'll tell you too much, I'll tell you nothing at all I'll scare you away & then I’ll ignore your calls I am dark, I am light; take me for who I am I am wrong & I am right; take me for who I am Can we just pretend we'll feel this every night? Can we just instead let this feel so right? Well I know I get defensive, but I'll hide my fears away & maybe just for tonight, I'll let that be okay Let me taste your lips, Leave or shoes by the bed Hold me close for the kiss, live in this moment instead Calm the Chaos In My Head The Chaos In My… I am dark, I am light; take me for who I am I am wrong & I am right; take me for who I am My emotions are raw, my emotions run high But the love that I give will be worth your time I am far from perfect, but no one is Hold me close; all I need is this All I need is... I am dark, I am light; take me for who I am I am wrong & I am right; take me for who I am I am fragile, I am tough; take me for who I am I am brave, I come undone; take me for who I am Take me for who I am
4.
Up Up Down Down It’s inside of me; breathing, breeding Inside of me I can’t decode what this is Just cut it out, I’ll take the hit & I can live with this, if this is living I can just live like this, always running Up Up, Down Down, drag me around Anxiously waiting for the next meltdown & Down Down, Up Up, I’ve lost all control My mind is breaking (racing) & I’m ready to fold Oh, I’m ready to fold Up up down down, I’m ready to fold & God, I miss you, but what’s the point? As long as it’s here, we’ll never be joint Then will this be over? Then will I see? Will these wounds finally heal… When the Bandaids are clean? When the Bandaids are... Up Up, Down Down, drag me around Anxiously waiting for the next meltdown & Down Down, Up Up, I’ve lost all control My mind is breaking (racing) & I’m ready to fold Oh, I’m ready to fold Up up down down, I’m ready to fold The Devil & God Are Raging Inside of Me This Chaos inside of me Nobody can see, no one else can see Nobody but me
5.
Sink 05:12
Sink You see my face, but do you know me? No you don't know me... I'm a piece that doesn't fit, I'm a line that doesn't rhyme You would love to see me quit, but I'll get back up every time I'll dress how I want to dress I'll kiss who I want to kiss This is my own perfect mess You can swing, but yeah, you'll miss You don't have to cheer for my team You don't have to believe, but it's still me I am just one voice, but I refuse to Sink You are not the only voice; I won't let you Sink & I'm pushing through…but yeah, I'm tired So tired... Will someone tag me out? Just give me a break If you’ll just tag me out, Will you please stay? & No one seems to get it, At least no one I see But what if you reject me? Then where will that leave me...? You don't have to cheer for my team You don't have to believe, but it's still me I am just one voice, but I refuse to Sink You are not the only voice; I won't let you Sink I can't be the only voice, I can't be the only one I can't make you believe, but I hope that you can see That I only want to love, that I only want to feel No, they will never make me Sink I refuse to Sink You don't have to cheer for my team You don't have to believe, but it's still me I am just one voice, but I refuse to Sink You are not the only voice; I won't let you Sink
6.
Impressive 03:37
Impressive I walk in the room & all stares fall on me from all but you Your eyes glaze past mine, so why do I try? Onto the next one, it's not worth my time I'm over you & your pretenses & It's about time you knew that I'm Damn Impressive I'm Damn Impressive & don't you forget it I don't mean to be rude, you go & do what you do I'll take the stage, I'm the next new craze I'll wait for the next one Til then, I'll ride this on my own It's not lonely being alone, I'm not lonely being alone I'm over you & your pretenses & It's about time you knew that I'm Damn Impressive I'm Damn Impressive & don't you forget it I'm Damn Impressive Step to the side, back of the line; I'm Impressive Open your eyes, it shouldn't be a surprise; I'm iridescent Woah-oh-oh-oh! (x4) Perfection isn't what I claim, but I tell myself every day What I'm worth & what I'll take What is real & what is fake Arrogance isn't in my name But I stand tall, I own it all These scars on my sleeve I'm smart, I'm pretty, I'm obscene All of these *Monsters I Defeat* Every day, I build my strength Every day I'm proud to be So Damn Impressive & don’t you forget it

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'Monsters I Defeat' is Millennial Sun's first studio EP release. The EP follows a journey overcoming issues such as deteriorating relationships, mental illness, sexuality, and overall self-acceptance.

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released June 22, 2018

Music written and recorded by Millennial Sun (Neil Hollandsworth, Chris Carneiro, Nathanael Grant, Katherine Kelly). Lyrics written by vocalist, Katherine Kelly. Recorded, mixed, and mastered at Goldentone Studios in Gainesville, FL. Copyright Millennial Sun 2018.

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Millennial Sun Fort Lauderdale, Florida

Millennial Sun is a South Florida based alternative rock band. The band was founded in May 2015 and have played alongside notable artists such as Rookie of the Year and events such as the Miami-Dade County Fair. Influences include Iron Maiden, Tool, Manchester Orchestra and Dream Theater. Neil Hollandsworth/Guitar, Chris Carneiro/Bass, Katherine Kelly/Volcals&Lyrics, Nathanael Grant/Drums. ... more

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