We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Up Up Down Down

from Monsters I Defeat by Millennial Sun

supported by
sawyermystick
sawyermystick thumbnail
/

  • Streaming + Download

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    Purchasable with gift card

      $1 USD  or more

     

  • Buy the Full Digital Album

  • Compact Disc (CD) + Digital Album

    Includes unlimited streaming of Monsters I Defeat via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    ships out within 3 days
    Purchasable with gift card

      $10 USD or more 

     

about

This song is about crippling anxiety coupled with bipolar 2 disorder.

lyrics

Up Up Down Down

It’s inside of me; breathing, breeding
Inside of me
I can’t decode what this is
Just cut it out, I’ll take the hit
& I can live with this, if this is living
I can just live like this, always running

Up Up, Down Down, drag me around
Anxiously waiting for the next meltdown
& Down Down, Up Up, I’ve lost all control
My mind is breaking (racing) & I’m ready to fold
Oh, I’m ready to fold
Up up down down, I’m ready to fold

& God, I miss you, but what’s the point?
As long as it’s here, we’ll never be joint
Then will this be over? Then will I see?
Will these wounds finally heal…
When the Bandaids are clean?
When the Bandaids are...

Up Up, Down Down, drag me around
Anxiously waiting for the next meltdown
& Down Down, Up Up, I’ve lost all control
My mind is breaking (racing) & I’m ready to fold
Oh, I’m ready to fold
Up up down down, I’m ready to fold

The Devil & God Are Raging Inside of Me
This Chaos inside of me
Nobody can see, no one else can see
Nobody but me

credits

from Monsters I Defeat, released June 22, 2018
Originally written by Katherine Kelly; instrumentals revamped by Neil Hollandsworth, Chris Carneiro, and Nathanael Grant. Recorded, mixed and mastered at Goldentone Studios in Gainesville, FL.

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Millennial Sun image

Millennial Sun Fort Lauderdale, Florida

Millennial Sun is a South Florida based alternative rock band. The band was founded in May 2015 and have played alongside notable artists such as Rookie of the Year and events such as the Miami-Dade County Fair. Influences include Iron Maiden, Tool, Manchester Orchestra and Dream Theater. Neil Hollandsworth/Guitar, Chris Carneiro/Bass, Katherine Kelly/Volcals&Lyrics, Nathanael Grant/Drums. ... more

contact / help

Contact Millennial Sun

Streaming and
Download help

Report this track or account

If you like Millennial Sun, you may also like:

Bandcamp Daily  your guide to the world of Bandcamp

On Bandcamp Radio

Seafood Sam joins the show to discuss his newest album, " Standing On Giant Shoulders".
listen now